The rainy cold Ålandic weather reminds me of things I used to do in the past when my head was full of thoughts. No, I didn't have a magic pile of water, like in Harry Potter books to which I can extract my memories and thoughts, but I had a big white new canvas and a set of 5 oil-based paining colors - the 3 base colors - red, blue and yellow and 2 more - white and black.
I used to paint everything that on my mind, and I felt better afterwards.
I think now that I live alone I'll start doing it again. Just me, the music, the colors and the new white big canvas.