Absolutely nothing happened in this summer. I still hate my job. I am still single and wondering why. Except, I have tried something but I didn't like. I have experienced something I really regret. And finally I stopped making a fool of myself by cutting myself out from some kind affair.
All in all, this summer is not so bad. Something is getting much clearer and I just need to keep hang in there with a fake smile.
Just like this song:
"crazy English summer" by faithless
Fields of fire that passed the train
The sky is victorious but here comes the rain
Friday is taking me home again,
And I've nothing but you on my mind.
Grass is greener without the pain,
I think that I'm changing but I'm just the same
My sun is a ascending again
And I've nothing but you on my mind
Sometimes I feel like I'm glad to be free,
Sometimes I still want your arms around me
Sometimes I'm glad to have left you behind,
The Crazy English Summer has put you back on my mind.
Life's a riot a lover a friend,
Pity the day that it has to end
Friday comes speed me home again,
I've nothing but you on my Mind.
Sometimes I feel like i'm fine on my own,
Fifty Thousand miles from home.
Sometimes I'm weak and the past is my guide,
Summer returns and puts you back on my mind
Gaymap
YES!
